Assunta

Hello :)

The hols will officially be over in 45 minutes. =)

That also means that I’ll be an Assuntarian for just another 45 minute. Time can’t go faster, neither can it go slower.

I’ve detest my life. Now I’m trying to love it.

 

I’ll start being an Amanian tomorrow. Thus, making this the last post I’ll ever post as a present Assuntarian. Why do I feel nothing? It’s as though, all those years… vanquished.

My dearest friends, classmates and schoolmates. Please bear in mind that I AM NOT BETRAYING ANY OF YOU NEITHER AM I BETRAYING OUR ALMA MATER. I’m just doing what’s Best for me. For my future.

One cannot have a bright future in the midst of racism and Favouritism. I Love you all dearly. BUT I want to learn to love myself. For only then will I be able to be happy. Correct?

Herminians.. I’m sorry. I will no longer be your athlete. It’s been a GREAT pleasure. ANDA CEMERLANG HERMINE MENANG!

En. Mustafa. I’m sorry. I know you didn’t want me to switch schools. I know you need me in hermine. But YOU of all people should and WILL understand why I’m switching. My future depends on it. You’ve given me confidence. You’ve given me hope. Most of all, You’ve passed me a great deal of knowledge. I thank you for listening to my whines, whims, problems. I thank you for being my class teacher and my Bahasa Melayu Teacher. BUT most of all I thank you for showing me the right path.

Pn. Rose. Though I may refer to you as ‘The Dragon’, You’ve given me A LOT OF KNOWLEGDE. From the way we breathe to Meiosis II, I love you. XD Even if everyone hates you. You torture us mentally with your silence. But gain our respect and fear by being a fantastic, strict and always giving your best sort of teacher. =) THANK YOU! Without you… I would still be failing science.

Jane Tan and Tanya Ding. I know you guys have to remake the name list.. I’m sorry. I know I’m trouble. But look on the bright side. I’m gone =)

Remember, I am switching schools, for MY BENEFIT. I am not going there to start a fight. I want peace. I love trees.

I don’t know why I’m so emo about this. Well, maybe because this is my last post. I’m gonna change the link tomorrow. I’m gonna change the layout. I”M GONNA BE FRIGGIN’ HAPPY.Or at least I’ll try :)

Lots of pain and love,

Yours sincerely,

<—Assuntarian XD

                                                      Hayani.

We Will Walk in Bitter Lands.

It’s finally here.. THE HOLS! Actually it’s been here for over a week. I just was too lazy to type anything… :p

Anyway, yesterday My mum went to PPD and talked to the head. She approved my proposal to go to Sri Aman. At First I was rejected because of the racial imbalance of Science Students in SMK Assunta. But since I and my mum were too serious and adamant on changing school, she said Okay! I am glad. I can finally escape from racist teachers.

To tell the truth, I’m not quite sure if I’ll miss Assunta so much. Some teachers there has been very , very unfair to me. If it’s not because of my race, it would be because of my size. I’M FAT, That doesn’t mean I’m not better then others. I CAN BE BETTER THAN THOSE ANOREXICS YOU CALL HUMANS . =.=”

As For my friends, Classmates and schoolmates. I don’t think They’ll miss me much. Why should they?

Reasons

1. We’ll still see each other around. (malls, library, tuition, etc)

2. I’m not very popular to begin with.

3. I don’t belong to any cliques.

moving on.

If my laziness Continues, this will be the last post, I post as an Assuntarian. The next shall be as an Amanian.   Let’s hope this isn’t the last.

Yours Sincerely,

Hayani

Real Voices 2

So.. the reason why I haven't been blogging around here is that I've been chosen to take part in Youthsays, real Voices 2 Project. It's where, 50 selected youths from all over Malaysia come together and blog about their opinions on the given topics such as 1Malaysia, work and money etc etc. Its Really cooooll!

Go check it out. Cause I'm blogging with 49 other Awesome awesome people =)
www.realvoices2.blogspot.com

Youthsays: Real Voices 2

Me is selected to voive out me's opinions on things soooooo YEAY!!!
oh and I'm having EXAMS now... no time for this blog. BUT I'll be Back! XD

Btw.. I watched Ironman 2 already. Its not bad. I love the weapons! I wanna watch prince of persia ='( but I don't want to go alone...

TOKIO HOTEL!!!!!

IN LESS THAT 24 hours!!

AHHHHHH!!!!

I feel soo fangirly right now. XD

TOKIO HOTEL ROCKS!!!

Lterally. THEY DO!

I LOVE THEM!!

Sports 2010.

Honestly saying, Sports Day this year was SHIT. It sure didn't feel like the 50th anniversary of sports day of Assunta. I can't blame the students. Teachers on the other hand. FUCK! I don't think they give a damn. Screw that. THEY DONT GIVE A FUCKING DAMN! Stupid Assunta teachers. They think they are superior but when it comes to money, who do they turn to?? Us. The friggin' students who they have done a lot of wrong and injustice to. Can't they just invest some time and effort for us, the students,???

Moving on,

I won:

2nd for 100m

2nd for 200m

2nd for 4x100m.

See how much of a failure I am? All fucking silvers. no golds. I lost to the same person. A runner failed us. I can officially call myself a loser now. Not that I haven't been. =.=

All in all, I guess from another perspective, I did pretty well. But You must understand that I have my own goals and I haven't been reaching them. I want to. I need to. I must. To stop myself from crying to myself to sleep every single night because I still am a failure. So, Next year, I want all GOLDS.

Goodbye.