I don't know why I even bother with this blog. I've so much to say not write. But I can't say anything. so I keep to myself. Tell me. Why do I care? Nobody cares about my feelings. My ability. Nobody cares about me. I think I sound selfish there but its the truth. I don't think anyone gives a damn. I'm unimportant. I am puny.
Numb. Numb-ness is a feeling that torments me these days. I don't feel anything else. Hmmm, maybe tired-ness. But that in a way is worse than being just numb. I think maybe, I'm stressing too much. I failed my add maths, Maths.. I lost in long jump and 200m. =( I'm so Useless, hopeless, insecure. I don't deserve this world.