We Will Walk in Bitter Lands.

It’s finally here.. THE HOLS! Actually it’s been here for over a week. I just was too lazy to type anything… :p

Anyway, yesterday My mum went to PPD and talked to the head. She approved my proposal to go to Sri Aman. At First I was rejected because of the racial imbalance of Science Students in SMK Assunta. But since I and my mum were too serious and adamant on changing school, she said Okay! I am glad. I can finally escape from racist teachers.

To tell the truth, I’m not quite sure if I’ll miss Assunta so much. Some teachers there has been very , very unfair to me. If it’s not because of my race, it would be because of my size. I’M FAT, That doesn’t mean I’m not better then others. I CAN BE BETTER THAN THOSE ANOREXICS YOU CALL HUMANS . =.=”

As For my friends, Classmates and schoolmates. I don’t think They’ll miss me much. Why should they?

Reasons

1. We’ll still see each other around. (malls, library, tuition, etc)

2. I’m not very popular to begin with.

3. I don’t belong to any cliques.

moving on.

If my laziness Continues, this will be the last post, I post as an Assuntarian. The next shall be as an Amanian.   Let’s hope this isn’t the last.

Yours Sincerely,

Hayani

Real Voices 2

So.. the reason why I haven't been blogging around here is that I've been chosen to take part in Youthsays, real Voices 2 Project. It's where, 50 selected youths from all over Malaysia come together and blog about their opinions on the given topics such as 1Malaysia, work and money etc etc. Its Really cooooll!

Go check it out. Cause I'm blogging with 49 other Awesome awesome people =)
www.realvoices2.blogspot.com

Youthsays: Real Voices 2

Me is selected to voive out me's opinions on things soooooo YEAY!!!
oh and I'm having EXAMS now... no time for this blog. BUT I'll be Back! XD

Btw.. I watched Ironman 2 already. Its not bad. I love the weapons! I wanna watch prince of persia ='( but I don't want to go alone...

TOKIO HOTEL!!!!!

IN LESS THAT 24 hours!!

AHHHHHH!!!!

I feel soo fangirly right now. XD

TOKIO HOTEL ROCKS!!!

Lterally. THEY DO!

I LOVE THEM!!

Sports 2010.

Honestly saying, Sports Day this year was SHIT. It sure didn't feel like the 50th anniversary of sports day of Assunta. I can't blame the students. Teachers on the other hand. FUCK! I don't think they give a damn. Screw that. THEY DONT GIVE A FUCKING DAMN! Stupid Assunta teachers. They think they are superior but when it comes to money, who do they turn to?? Us. The friggin' students who they have done a lot of wrong and injustice to. Can't they just invest some time and effort for us, the students,???

Moving on,

I won:

2nd for 100m

2nd for 200m

2nd for 4x100m.

See how much of a failure I am? All fucking silvers. no golds. I lost to the same person. A runner failed us. I can officially call myself a loser now. Not that I haven't been. =.=

All in all, I guess from another perspective, I did pretty well. But You must understand that I have my own goals and I haven't been reaching them. I want to. I need to. I must. To stop myself from crying to myself to sleep every single night because I still am a failure. So, Next year, I want all GOLDS.

Goodbye.

Extracted.

Love is Patient,

Love is Kind,

Love is Slowly,

Losing your Mind!

So today was... okay. Had a text from someone. Turned out that it was his sister who sent the messages. XD

The Verse above is from the movie 27 Dresses. I don't how how and I don't know why but I never tire from watching it. Hahaha!

I didn't think about falling, deceiving or anything like it much today. Hahaha. Though i was actually really pissed off at someone for being so unatheletic yet still wants to participate and be called an athelete. In the Emo world we call these "Posers".

And yes, I do have a crush. Not a good one. But at least I like someone. XD

Last, Dano if you're reading this. Pay attention to the fisrt paragraph and try to feel what i feel right now. I'm sure you know me enough to know big brother. =)

I smile because I have to,

Not because I want to,

Some people think it's scary,

But it's just fake; and empty.