Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!!

Forgive me if I've done wrong!

AND

If you're free on the 26th of september which is this saturday, come to my house!

The celebration starts at 8pm to 12am. The fireworks'll start at about 9.30pm.

I'm making Brownies, Carrot cake and cupcakes. My mum will be making the rest. =D

My lips are sealed XD

Why am I annoyingly in love with you.
Is it because you make my world meaningful,
I wish I had the courage to say I love you,
And that you are perfect and wonderful.

Courage, is what I lack,
To face you I’d need a smack,
I know you don’t love me,
But somehow my heart is not free.

Now and forever, will I love you,
I find this so comprehensibly true,
You will never know how I feel,
Because now and forever, my lips are sealed.
copyrighted ~hayani
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A brainwave. While listening to someone talk. Yup. I know I write to much about how other people feel especially on the 'Love' subject.. It's because my love emotion ran away from me. XD
so I don't feel I see and hear. =)

Past Present and Future.

When I think of the past; I feel sad,
All my former glories and good times I had,
When I think of the present; I feel bad,
To think ; I have a really bad dad.

But when,

I think of the future ; I see hope,
I see the person I should and will be,
So here's a toast to the future,
For it is then; Will I be free.
Copyrighted 2009 ~hayani
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Inspired by listening to someone talk.. I forgot who..

I'm sorry..

Today was hell.

My mum forgot about my guitar class and I tak dapat pergi.
I was Damn pissed off mann.. Guitaring (next to poetry) keeps my sane!
I cranky the whole fucking day. The effects are still visible.

My cousins and Uncle Hashim came today. Imagine 9 Girls in from the age 2 to 15. I was the odd one. I wore all black whereas the 8 of them wore pick. I dislike pink.

I had an Argument with a new friend of mine. I said his name wrongly. He corrected me. And being cranky I said that I don't care. So if you know who you are.. I am so so so so so so so so terribly sorry. I hope to earn your clarity in the future.

Dear Mother.

You needn't lie to me,

Your intentions were too clear,

You wanted to see him,

Just for that; my heart you smear.

Dear Mother; can't you see?

All the pain you're giving me,

Can't you see it in my eyes,

Or do you prefer to believe my lies.

With this pen, I write,

Always hoping to see; light,

But you condemn me by not caring,

Unlike other mothers who are loving.

Dear mother; I wonder why,

Why do you believe my lies,

Aren't you a mother who can see,

All my lies right through me.

Everyday, I experience suffering,

As I go through life without understanding,

I wonder when; you'll ask, How am I,

I guess it's not going to happen; that's not a lie.

Dear mother; Who am I?

A question that makes me want to die,

This burden is too heavy to carry,

You should answer it before you're sorry.

Written by ~hayani
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