In my lonely darkness.

In my Lonely Darkness,

Shall I stray,

Suffering from the emptiness,

That haunts me everyday.

Copyright ~hayani

hayani.deviantart.com

Victoria Instituition Carnival! and some other crap

Woke up at 9am... Mum wasn't home yet.

Got ready. Nayli went to her Piano class...

Picked up nayli at 1 pm with mum.

Then Went to the VI Carnival!.

First thing I did there was look for Zee, my daddy. =)

I found my daddy being metrosexual. lol

He was at the fish spa booth ( can you believe they have a fish spa booth!)

Left him there. Then mum and I walked around.

We saw her client... =.=

Surprisingly.... VI has their own swimming pool. @.@

Daddy found us while we were loitering around near the library. lol

Then we saw uncle Kenny! Zee was like yOu know him??

I said yea! He's mums collegue. He was shocked.

Coz' it turns out his dad is Uncle kenny's good friend.

ahah what a coincidence! thenn... my great

Mum was tired so she sat. She told me and Zee to go have fun without her.

WE WERE DELIGHTED!!

So me and daddy went to the haunted house.. with his friends

Poor ghosts they went through hell.

Instead of being scared I laughed the whole time.. XD

When one of the ghost tried to scare me by pulling my shirt, I exclaimed,

"Stop molesting me you ghost!" After that remark obviously everyone was laughing like mad!

After the ghost house we walked about.

walk and walk and walk.

I was wearing heels I HATE HEELS!!

CURSE THE PERSON WHO INVENTED THEM!

I love walking but the heels made it hard. =.=

Then There was this BIG mirror near the hall.

Being metrosexual.... my daddy went to the mirror, checked his hair, checked his outfit. XD

Worse than girls..ahaha!

Then we walked some more then finally went down.

said goodbye to daddy's friends ( who is now friends too)

then went back to mum.

Mum wanted to go home so we left .

Knowing that tomorow were coming again for the band tattoo. WOOT!

Went home Uncle hashim was there with aunty emma and SARAH!

Hannah and sarah played with the cats . They were sooooo cute

We watched Underworld!

I like Lycans...

Then they went home. Mum went out with nayli and hannah.

and I went to sleep.

This was all yesterday! ahahah.

I'm going to work now. Toddles!

Middle of the night.

It's 1 am and I can't sleep... So i wrote.. I don't have a tittle for it yet..

You can cut your hair,

You can wear all black,

But, won't you be in despair?

And at last ; know what you lack?

Though you cut yourself with glass, blades and knivies,

You can't feel the physical pain,

You want to throw away your life,

But what will you gain?

-hayani-

Mixed Feelings..

What a Tiring day I had! It was like a bomb! 1st it was school. then movies with Kak Awanis then Aunty Dina's birthday party... SO tired!

Anyways, during english, as usual teacher let me sit where ever I wanted in the AV room cause of my 'excellent' english marks. XD

Previta was sitting next to me. As usual that talented retard was drawing away. Then I suddenly spat out a rhymn..

Lies might consume my faith in you,

But it shall never consume my love for you.

Previta was like 'whoaaa, you asshole you can make a poem by just thinking of something' <--was her first line then she said ' I don't like you, you're too good'.

I thought that the two lines was nothing. Afterall, it's not even a verse. I need to add two more lines... but maybe I should let it be.. What do you think?

After school, I went home. Bathed and got ready to go out with Kak Awanis. We went to Mid valley to watch X men origins : Wolverine.

I thought the movie was somehow empty.. I guess it was suppose to be that way as Logans' memories got wiped out. lol anyway, after the movie i went back home.

Went to Bukit kiara equestrian club and celebrated Aunty Dina's Birthday at the Oriental Pearl reataurant in the Club.. She seemed to enjoy. So no complains here. ^.^

1st Post. of mimes and limes =)

I don't know what to write here (seriously)..


Anyway, a teacher of mine(Mr. Amin) requested that I make a blog to post most of my poetry. So here I am. =)



I must warn you, my poetry is not very good and at times it is harsh and irrasional. Do look at my poetry as abstract. Sometimes one verse covers a whole chapter. And now do read about how I feel about my life. enjoy =)

Of Mimes & Limes

I feel so useless all the time,
Just like a failing mime,
My act and jigs aren't worth a dime,
My life if like a rotten lime.

I travel around and give shows,
My face is painted in Black and white,
My pale face, as pale as snow,
My lips so Black until it glows.

Black & white are my custom colors,
It's not just my work that it matches,
White, I can be so kind and bright,
Black, As depressed as a dyke.

I feel so useless all the time,
Just like a failing mime,
My act and jigs aren't worth a dime,
My life is like a rotten lime

I smile, because I have too,
Not because I want to,
Some people think it’s scary,
But it's just fake and empty

People everywhere be glad,
You care for each other,
You love each other,
But me, I'm just another loner...

-END-

Written by ~hayani <---That's me!

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