Life goes on..

Form 4
Science Stream.
Vice President of Karate - do
Pianist for the Choir Club.
Representative for Hermine Sports house.

Hate. Love. Tomorrow IS Valentines Day. I'll be alone. Lonely.

So many things I'd like to express,
I just don't know where to start,
Feelings I'd hate to repress,
Someone, Rip it out of my heart!

-hayani-
13/2/10

Long time.

It has been a long time since I've posted anything. I believe it is simply because I do not have the time or I don't feel like surfing the net. What with PMR in 63 days I have a lot of studying to do and a lot of stress to confront.

I went to the spa today. =) I skipped school today.=( I coughed a lot today. =( I coughed out blood today. =(

1 pros and 3 cons. Not bad for a day eh?

As for my writing, I've been scribbling a lot of nonsense lately. I know no one reads my blog but I'm embaressed to post them. To let myself read it again is like reading an essay written by an illitrate nut or as the british say,an Anorak.

Last, I have been thinking of how empty my life is. I wonder how it got this way. I wonder how a happy nut turn into a miserable shell . Yes, I've been philosophical too lately. XD It is unfortunately unavoidable. So bear with it.

Right. That's all I'm willing to share.

Your very own miserable nut,

-hayani-

Excited-ness..XD

I am quite excited for tomorow and yet, I don't know why XD

Well maybe because I'm going to SUC tomorow.. I get a certificate for going. It will have Oxford's and Cambrige's name on it! yay...

I'm facing a huge HUGE problem. I can't write poems anymore.. I can make a verse, but I can't make up another verse the relates to the first verse. It's would turn up like a nonsensical and non-understandable poem. crap... I'm losing my life.

-Hayani-