The Day The music Died..

As Most of you already know.. The legendary Mikhail Jackson better known as Micheal Jackson has left us on the 25th of June 2009 at 2.02pm American time.

I do not have the words to express how devastated I was and still am. As he, Micheal, was one of my heroes. I cannot write much today as I have to leave in a few minutes to Japan so I will continue whenever I have the chance to. =) Thank God, Thank you & Peace out.

Wish.

I wish I had a best friend,

Who me, she understands,

On each other we'll always depend,

A bond of a new blend.



I wish I had a good family,

Who understands and doesn't abhor me,

We'll go to zoos, museums and parks,

I might be happy and never dark.



I wish to be a good student,

So I shan't be labeled as incompetent,

I'd score straight A's and be called a genius,

And I won't be silly but serious.



I've wished to have everything I don't,

I've wished to be everything I'm not,

For them to be granted it a stupid thought,

I wish I wasn't stupid and my salvation to be sought.

Copyright ~hayani

Japan!

Prepare for hyper-ness!!


I'm going to japan. I'm going to JAPAN! I'm going to Japan this friday after the HERMINE BBQ.
I'm going to Japan on MH 888 at 11.35pm. YAY!!!!!

Taka-chan! Chotto Matte! I'm coming HOME!! =)
Minna-san, Nihongo hanase masuka?
iie. Zen zen wakarimasen.
Baka.
Hakuchi.
jiamata.


oh and laura is quarantined cause the girl from SK Assunta 2 (who might or might not have H1N1) is in her van.

Excited-ness..XD

I am quite excited for tomorow and yet, I don't know why XD

Well maybe because I'm going to SUC tomorow.. I get a certificate for going. It will have Oxford's and Cambrige's name on it! yay...

I'm facing a huge HUGE problem. I can't write poems anymore.. I can make a verse, but I can't make up another verse the relates to the first verse. It's would turn up like a nonsensical and non-understandable poem. crap... I'm losing my life.

-Hayani-

Alone.

Alone I sit,
Alone I cry,
Alone I whilt,
Waving goodbye...
Copyrighted ~hayani 2008 -2009


Not everyone understands what its like to be alone.
But me, I understand. I feel it every second.
Being lonely is such a misery.
Misery is such a mystery...

-hayani-

17 Again.

In the movie '17 Again' Zac efron looked gay'er than ever. I mean seriously sometimes he looks like a meterosexual fag(no offence to zac lovers) its just what I think.

He looks like the type of person who would wear a pink tutu just because he felt like it. But who am I to judge a person for his meterosexuality right?? afterall I am a fan of the one and only awesome Adam Lambert and he's gay. =)

Oh by the way, I'm a confirmed emo... I'm a stereotype. emo-ness.

Lust.

Lust

Why am I so annoyingly inlove with you?

Is it because you make my life meaningful?

I really wish I had the courage to say I love you,

And that you are perfect and wonderful.



But pathetically, Courage is what I lack,

To face you, I'd need a smack,

I know that you don't love me,

But Somehow my heart isn't free.



Now and forever will I love you,

I find this so comprehensively true,

You will never know how I feel,

Because now and forever my lips are sealed.