Assunta

Hello :)

The hols will officially be over in 45 minutes. =)

That also means that I’ll be an Assuntarian for just another 45 minute. Time can’t go faster, neither can it go slower.

I’ve detest my life. Now I’m trying to love it.

 

I’ll start being an Amanian tomorrow. Thus, making this the last post I’ll ever post as a present Assuntarian. Why do I feel nothing? It’s as though, all those years… vanquished.

My dearest friends, classmates and schoolmates. Please bear in mind that I AM NOT BETRAYING ANY OF YOU NEITHER AM I BETRAYING OUR ALMA MATER. I’m just doing what’s Best for me. For my future.

One cannot have a bright future in the midst of racism and Favouritism. I Love you all dearly. BUT I want to learn to love myself. For only then will I be able to be happy. Correct?

Herminians.. I’m sorry. I will no longer be your athlete. It’s been a GREAT pleasure. ANDA CEMERLANG HERMINE MENANG!

En. Mustafa. I’m sorry. I know you didn’t want me to switch schools. I know you need me in hermine. But YOU of all people should and WILL understand why I’m switching. My future depends on it. You’ve given me confidence. You’ve given me hope. Most of all, You’ve passed me a great deal of knowledge. I thank you for listening to my whines, whims, problems. I thank you for being my class teacher and my Bahasa Melayu Teacher. BUT most of all I thank you for showing me the right path.

Pn. Rose. Though I may refer to you as ‘The Dragon’, You’ve given me A LOT OF KNOWLEGDE. From the way we breathe to Meiosis II, I love you. XD Even if everyone hates you. You torture us mentally with your silence. But gain our respect and fear by being a fantastic, strict and always giving your best sort of teacher. =) THANK YOU! Without you… I would still be failing science.

Jane Tan and Tanya Ding. I know you guys have to remake the name list.. I’m sorry. I know I’m trouble. But look on the bright side. I’m gone =)

Remember, I am switching schools, for MY BENEFIT. I am not going there to start a fight. I want peace. I love trees.

I don’t know why I’m so emo about this. Well, maybe because this is my last post. I’m gonna change the link tomorrow. I’m gonna change the layout. I”M GONNA BE FRIGGIN’ HAPPY.Or at least I’ll try :)

Lots of pain and love,

Yours sincerely,

<—Assuntarian XD

                                                      Hayani.

Extracted.

Love is Patient,

Love is Kind,

Love is Slowly,

Losing your Mind!

So today was... okay. Had a text from someone. Turned out that it was his sister who sent the messages. XD

The Verse above is from the movie 27 Dresses. I don't how how and I don't know why but I never tire from watching it. Hahaha!

I didn't think about falling, deceiving or anything like it much today. Hahaha. Though i was actually really pissed off at someone for being so unatheletic yet still wants to participate and be called an athelete. In the Emo world we call these "Posers".

And yes, I do have a crush. Not a good one. But at least I like someone. XD

Last, Dano if you're reading this. Pay attention to the fisrt paragraph and try to feel what i feel right now. I'm sure you know me enough to know big brother. =)

I smile because I have to,

Not because I want to,

Some people think it's scary,

But it's just fake; and empty.