Extracted.

Love is Patient,

Love is Kind,

Love is Slowly,

Losing your Mind!

So today was... okay. Had a text from someone. Turned out that it was his sister who sent the messages. XD

The Verse above is from the movie 27 Dresses. I don't how how and I don't know why but I never tire from watching it. Hahaha!

I didn't think about falling, deceiving or anything like it much today. Hahaha. Though i was actually really pissed off at someone for being so unatheletic yet still wants to participate and be called an athelete. In the Emo world we call these "Posers".

And yes, I do have a crush. Not a good one. But at least I like someone. XD

Last, Dano if you're reading this. Pay attention to the fisrt paragraph and try to feel what i feel right now. I'm sure you know me enough to know big brother. =)

I smile because I have to,

Not because I want to,

Some people think it's scary,

But it's just fake; and empty.

Act 1732

I don't know why I even bother with this blog. I've so much to say not write. But I can't say anything. so I keep to myself. Tell me. Why do I care?
Nobody cares about my feelings. My ability. Nobody cares about me. I think I sound selfish there but its the truth. I don't think anyone gives a damn. I'm unimportant. I am puny.

I do not MATTER.

Numb

Numb.
Numb-ness is a feeling that torments me these days. I don't feel anything else. Hmmm, maybe tired-ness. But that in a way is worse than being just numb. I think maybe, I'm stressing too much. I failed my add maths, Maths.. I lost in long jump and 200m. =( I'm so Useless, hopeless, insecure. I don't deserve this world.

Life goes on..

Form 4
Science Stream.
Vice President of Karate - do
Pianist for the Choir Club.
Representative for Hermine Sports house.

Hate. Love. Tomorrow IS Valentines Day. I'll be alone. Lonely.

So many things I'd like to express,
I just don't know where to start,
Feelings I'd hate to repress,
Someone, Rip it out of my heart!

-hayani-
13/2/10

Fifteen.

Happy Birthday, Dear Hayani!

You are 15 now. I'd expect you to love yourself more. But that expectation might end up in the midst of a black hole. So I ORDER you to be happy. If you don't then, you're a skunk and will probably end up a single old hag with twenty-seven cats. So There!

P.S : I don't think I'll be able to buy you that 'Nike Lunarglide+' That you wanted. Sorry =(

Hayani's Bitter Life ; Act VII

Quotation. =)

Bitterness. As the last PMR paper was taken from my hand.
I felt a slight pain. Everything I've worked for.
All those long and short hours of studying. Done.
That's it. Poof. I don't need them anymore.
Hmmm.. I wonder if it was worth it.
Copyrighted ~hayani

ALTRUISM! IM A WEINER! Cute twin and Retard twin. XD

hi mahirah;

'hi HAHA,how are you,retard twin? :D'

I love trees. and I love food. *tummy rumbling*
IWANTFOOD!

'why don't you take a bath and clean yourself NOW?'
and we can eat after that(!)

Speak for yourself, cute twin. =.=" pfft.

WHATEVS *bimbo smile :D*

Whatever biatch. XD

'That's the worst comeback eveeeer :D'

Pfft. homo. TREEESS!

lol,you got a gay boyfriend which is justin bieber

Yeah well, You've got a punk for bitch which is Oliver sykes.

FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUU :*

You fucked me then YOu kiss me?? *no comment*

'i love you no matter what,biiiiiiii-atch'

duuuhhh.. I'm your twin. XD (GO SAVE TREES!)

naaaaaah,

Lets go eat.

now?

Brush teeth 1st laaa ish3

FO' SHO

I love sho! XD